By Misericordia.
“On the feast of the Epiphany, as we recall Jesus’ manifestation to humanity in the face of a Child, may we sense the Magi at our side, as wise companions on the way. Their example helps us to lift our gaze towards the star and to follow the great desires of our heart… They teach us not to be deceived by appearances, by what the world considers great, wise and powerful. We must not stop at that. It is necessary to guard the faith. Today this is of vital importance: to keep the faith. We must press on further, beyond the darkness, beyond the voices that raise alarm, beyond worldliness, beyond so many forms of modernity that exist today. We must press on towards Bethlehem, where, in the simplicity of a dwelling on the outskirts, beside a mother and father full of love and of faith, there shines forth the Sun from on high, the King of the universe. By the example of the Magi, with our little lights, may we seek the Light and keep the faith. May it be so.”
This passage is the closing paragraph from last year’s Epiphany homily by our Holy Father, Pope Francis. It highlights a couple of themes that help us in our journey as seekers of the light that is Christ.
As we have just recently celebrated the Solemnities of the Nativity and Mary, the Mother of God, which points out for us the humanity and the divinity of Christ, respectively. In this feast we see the humility of His humanity and the glory of His divinity collide. The Magi show us that as we journey towards the Light we will encounter uncertainty and darkness. But He does not leave us to ourselves to “figure out” how to find Him. He gives us certain lights and revelations to lead us closer to him.
When the Magi finally reached the Child Jesus, they believed His divinity in spite of His ordinariness. How often do we doubt that God can work in our lives, or that He is really present in our situation? Do prevent Him from shattering our worldly perceptions of “success,” “greatness,” and even “holiness?”
I’ve found myself put limitations on the love of God, and my thoughts are often something like this:
- Well, now that I’m not a sister anymore, He doesn’t love me the same or look at me the same…or…
- I can’t trust my discernment anymore…or…
- My life doesn’t really mean anything since I don’t have a mission or purpose…etc.
It’s easy to doubt that God can work in the ordinary brokenness of life… except this is EXACTLY where He desires to dwell. He loves us the same, whether we are a religious or a lay person. Although our relationship may feel different, we are still the same Beloved Daughter in His Eyes.
Let us be like the Magi on the Feast of the Epiphany. Let us follow Him into lands unknown to us, to places too seemingly ordinary for the Presence of God. Most importantly, let us realize the Presence of God in our own hearts that dwells in us during our earthly pilgrimage.
We also celebrate today the Feast of Saint Andre Bessette, 9 August 1845, 6 January 1937: a Canadian religious brother and one of our Leonie’s Longing patrons. Saint Andre, pray for us!
Thanks Misericordia – I agree with you and I LOVE the way you tie that together in your penultimate paragraph!
In 13 days it will be 2 years since I left my community. Epiphany was very much on my mind given the time of year. Like the Magi, I had experienced a very profound encounter with the Lord during my time in religious life, and knowing that I was being called back out into the world, I had to figure out what life AFTER epiphany would look like. I had planned for things to turn out a certain way, but just as the Magi were prompted in a dream to return home by a different way, I too was being asked to trust Him and to walk by a path other than that which I had planned.
What DOES life after epiphany look like?
It will be different for each of us – but the common point for all of us is that we will be blessed and our lives will be fruitful if we TRUST Him and continue faithfully to walk where He leads us.
Reading through what Misericordia wrote above has actually helped me to realise something, too, about where He might be leading me personally at this point in time – so thank you for being His instrument in that!
Thank you for your beautiful comment AfterEpiphany!
I feel like your comment was more inspiring and spiritually nourishing than anything I said!
I am so humbled by your words, and grateful that God used me! Thank you for inspiring me in my prayer as well with your reflection!
I am just curious, why is Br. Andre one of our patrons? If it is somewhere on the site already, I apologize, but I can’t find it.
Good question! I don’t think it says on the site so I am glad you asked. The main reason was because he was initially rejected by the order or asked to leave after 1 year in the novitiate (depending on what source you read). He struggled a lot with health problems which seems to be common for many women who were in the convent previously. I found his simple faith beautiful and inspiring. I hope that helps!